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| Friday, 4-Jul-2008 05:58 |
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vista desde arriba
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I cry at everything. Is it a curse of a woman who is able to feel; or am I attaching too much significance to situation? Is this feeling a sign of weakness? Where does the fine line between rationality and empathy lies? Will I ever be able to find that happy medium where I will be able to hold my ground?
(And I found you.. You’re the anchor in my life, the gravity that keeps me grounded.. And I am thankful for that)
The view from the top
Today is the last day of internship for the UTP peeps.. Smua da xsabar2 nak balik UTP da.. All the best pulun buat report kawan2.. Ganbate
On Ears: Aku Bukan Untukmu - Zaf & Lah
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| Wednesday, 25-Jun-2008 12:25 |
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mi héroe
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A few things that I wish to confess to you.
Certain fears I've kept in my heart.
I wish you could chase them all away.
If only you knew...
On Ears: Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat
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| Thursday, 19-Jun-2008 10:20 |
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excesivo de comer
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Utter gluttony.. Call me crazy but I adore drinking coffee and eating dessert non-stop.. I could consume up to 7 cups of coffee a day. And just for that blessed moment, I don't have a care in the world and anything that goes on around me.. It is utter bliss, honestly.
In memory of Cik Shuffle.. My shuffle with my precious.. But the shuffle da ilang da..
| Quote: | | FA: Come on Selangor.. kalahkan Kedah.. huhu |
On Ears: Rockstar - Nickelback
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| Saturday, 14-Jun-2008 00:10 |
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Euro 2008
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Reminiscing the years, I remembered the first time I was introduced to football; it was during the world cup 1994. Being the only girl in the family, I have no choice but to join the crowd.. I started to know players like Hierro, Caminero, Dunga, Stoichkov, Maldini, to name a few.. And I started to learn the right way to curse.. haha, thanks to the men in the family. My dad bought me my first ever football jersey that year, a Man Utd jersey. It was huge, I remembered that it can fit me and my twin (if only I have a twin la). I followed Liga Malaysia and EPL since then.
World cup 1998, this was when I started to hate France.. especially those who played with Arsenal.. (xde kesan pun kart mrk, tp puas hati gak xsuke mrk. Good thing that Henry moved to Barca last year) I started to watch Series A and La Liga after that. Nedved, Nesta, Zidane, Seedorf, Morientes became familiar to me
I remembered when Italy lost in the group stage of euro 2004, I was super devastated (the year when the underdog won) Me and Meme stayed up for that game that night, even though we have an exam the next morning. I remembered that I almost screwed up the paper due to frustration huhu. (I am gonna watch the Euro semis and the final with Meme this year, yeay)
World cup 2006, I have Ila to accompany me watching, though she was not into football at all, but she was there, for the sake of cuci mata..
2008, Euro is here again; well the heat is not as intense as before; perhaps because I am watching the game alone. Not that there's nobody watching it, but I don't feel comfortable being the only girl in the crowd anymore. True, they are all my friend, but something is different this time around. So I stream and watch it alone in my room.
Being in the middle of examination weeks does bring a difference.. I didn't watch all the games (kononyer bajet reti prioritize), just 4 games, live, so far. And yeah, what a great game just now; France lost to impressive Holland. (Amazing, Nistelrooy can actually do more than tangguk bola owg)
Btw, i came across this interesting article just now The Racist Card .. Something to ponder
On Ears: Never Easy - Kurt Nilsen
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| Tuesday, 10-Jun-2008 00:14 |
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nieve
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I am done with my research paper.. I slept for 16 hours yesterday, and woke up to find out i've got 26 txt msgs and 3 missed call..amazing that my sleep was not interrupted by all these incoming alerts (Yer, saya tau, Italy kalah semalam)
Now that i have the time, I might as well fulfill my tagged obligations, thanks to FAZIRA
The rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
4. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog
So, as dictated, here goes
1. I believed in hugs.. ironically I involuntarily tense when someone invades my personal space.
2. I am no longer go to cinema, since 2004, almost 5 years now.. and I don't have friendster nor facebook
3. I ll get migraine every time after I cry.. and I am prone to fever
4. I hate unprofessionalism with a passion
5. I believed that beauty is in the eye of the mind.. and I believed that you are the most beautiful creature on Earth beb
6. I have full respect to a guy who is man enough to apologize for the things he done wrong
7. I like the after shaved scent.. and I like to be near a person who smells good (perv)
I ain't tagging anyone though. I thought I'll spare them the embarrassment
Spotted, 4 girls and 4guys running all over the place. We spent the whole Saturday evening playing with snow.. (perangai sowg2 mcm xpenah merase snow). Credit to MUN for these pixs. More pixs on her page. (Btw, mun beli kasut agi.. isk2)
| Quote: | | Update: Wed, 11 June - muahaha, Spain menang 4-1.. x sia2 stay up.. Look who's laughing now.. Hooray to Spain, hooray to David Villa |
On Ears: Pemergianmu - InTeam
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| Thursday, 29-May-2008 00:31 |
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Feliz cumpleaños
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A big happy birthday to my best friend, NABILAH. I won't tell you how old she turned but hint, she’s a finance executive in PETRONAS (Bunyi macam da tua jerk)
Ila, you are such an inspiration in my life. You encourage me to push my boundaries, and you are always there when the boundaries push back. Thanks for all your encouragement. Thanks for standing by me throughout the years, and being there for me no matter what. I really appreciate all you’ve done, knowing that you still do think of me at times and all, it means a lot to me. So thank you. You’ve made a huge difference in my life, through the simple gestures and the little things that you’ve done for me.
I have been able to get through the hard because you were always right behind me giving your support. I trust you with every detail of my life. You are the bestest friend a girl could ever ask for and I am so blessed to have you in my life. You’re an awesome person and it’s a huge honor to have you as my friend.
Also a big happy birthday to baby ARIF. I can't believe it has been a year this week that this tiny little boy (not so tiny though, physically) made his way into this world. I look at him now - robust, cheeky and extremely healthy one year old little boy, how lucky his parents are to be bless with his existence (not to mention having Nadia in their life). It warms my heart to see how much love this family has. It is a strange time at this moment for me though, looking at him but picturing my nephew instead. Huhu, Ayul auntie miss Ayul la.
Anyway... enough dribble from me; I will share a photo of both Ila and Arif and leave it at that for today.
Awak, doakan owg dapat kije dgn MacKenzie yer. Remember what Nazim once said, doa owg alim akan termakbul. So yeah, pray hard.
On Ears: Love You Till The End - The Pogues
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| Friday, 23-May-2008 08:59 |
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siempre a mi bebé
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I walked with you, once upon a dream
On Ears: You and Me - .:foxx:.
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| Saturday, 17-May-2008 00:08 |
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Felicitación
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I want to extend my congratulations, bestow my blessings, and let the future Mrs. Q know that she is one very lucky lady. Though I presume she has discovered this already. Because her beloved fiancée just happens to be one of the finest man alive.
He’ll make you laugh until your sides split, even at times when you thought nothing could break your sadness. He’ll be there when you need him, helping you discover the bright side of even the most painful situations. And he always has an endless supply of love to those he loves (tp jiwang yang xle handle, xlarat kitowg tgk kowg). Although he is in possession of all the skills and talents necessary to be successful in just about any endeavor, he is far too wise to be ensnared by the lure of mere worldly measurements of greatness. My best advice to you is, remember that he’s not the average guy. This one is special. If you bolster him with extra care and love him back the best you can, you may each achieve your amazing potential.
Heaven knows you’ll be busy. After all, you’ll soon be wed and start a family. And who knows what other opportunities (disguised as challenges) Allah may throw your way. Rest assured, you both can handle it. Wishing you a beautiful life together!
I have been feeling a tad lonely; I cried too. We won’t speak of my current physical condition, except to say that it’s a slow and steady healing and adjusting process. My major research presentation is coming up; hopefully I’ll be attending with a clear noodle! Yosh~ And I've gained 7kg in 1.5 weeks. 
On Ears: First Time Ever I Saw Your Face - David Cook
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| Tuesday, 6-May-2008 06:41 |
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Que soy?
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I'm worried shitless. That's what I do best I guess (I'm a natural worrywart) I know for a reason caring too much has bad consequences. It comes to a point where you've worn yourself out and no matter how hard you try; it just doesn't come to you like it should. There's a certain level of lagging in between each sentence or action; as though the connection has failed or the circuit has snapped beyond repair. I try to reconnect but I am lost 
People says that it is important for you to find your inner self so you know even without all these connections, if one day you had to stand on your own; you will be able to survive because you know who exactly you are. yada yada yada, let's give it a shot shall we?
"Exploring myself, one rock at a time."
So, how are the rocks in your head today? Mine are clunking around up there. Well, it's hard to know who you really are when all your life you've been molded to be at certain way. And the real you are just dying to break free, but in the process sometimes you accidentally break the mold that you've become and you feel empty. Further emphasizing the factor to find yourself in that sense. I guess everyone would feel this way at some point in their life but certain people have always been adjunct to someone or something else that they do not know who they really are.
Spencer Park
my latest addiction
On Ears: Menjaga Hati - Yovie & Nuno
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| Saturday, 26-Apr-2008 02:50 |
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retorcido
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If there was a real purpose to dream and if you had dreams each time it would be a bit better. I don't dream nearly as often, even if I do, I very seldom remember the dreams. Five minutes after I have woken up whatever bits I did remember are drifting like mist through my brain cells. Thursday: I can't recall the details, but I knew it was beautiful, and I never wished to wake up from it. JANGAN "Kejutkan tidurku" (Anas, 2006)
Aside, I have become so sure of my beliefs, and what I believed will happen, and yet they are the things that I feel most fearful about sharing with others. I supposed it must be because they are the things I believed in most passionately about and thus I don't want anyone to not accept them or start telling me I'm wrong. And if they did it would may be hard for them to understand when I explain that I believed it simply because I know it to be true, and the fact that I believed it without any proof only makes me more firm in my faith. However, despite the fact that I am fearful of anybody not accepting me as the person who I believed what I do, these feelings are those which I would most like to share with other people. Just knowing that that one person has accepted me and what I believed in would be enough, and would make me eternally happy.
This is Kaikoura. Went there 2 days ago. Gosh the scenery was awesome, if only i have my camera with me. I took this one my the built-in cam from my cell.
On Ears: Sebelum Cahaya - Letto
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