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| Saturday, 17-May-2008 00:08 |
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Felicitación
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I want to extend my congratulations, bestow my blessings, and let the future Mrs. Q know that she is one very lucky lady. Though I presume she has discovered this already. Because her beloved fiancée just happens to be one of the finest man alive.
He’ll make you laugh until your sides split, even at times when you thought nothing could break your sadness. He’ll be there when you need him, helping you discover the bright side of even the most painful situations. And he always has an endless supply of love to those he loves (tp jiwang yang xle handle, xlarat kitowg tgk kowg). Although he is in possession of all the skills and talents necessary to be successful in just about any endeavor, he is far too wise to be ensnared by the lure of mere worldly measurements of greatness. My best advice to you is, remember that he’s not the average guy. This one is special. If you bolster him with extra care and love him back the best you can, you may each achieve your amazing potential.
Heaven knows you’ll be busy. After all, you’ll soon be wed and start a family. And who knows what other opportunities (disguised as challenges) Allah may throw your way. Rest assured, you both can handle it. Wishing you a beautiful life together! (No matter how cruel love treats me, I still believed in the magical charm it brings)
If there's anything that I don't get is how the quiz describes me. CRAP!! Under most quandaries, I can be unreasonable and irrational. It just doesn’t make sense. Come to think of it, perhaps this is my nature. (Mesti kena bengs pasni) But I never wish or want to be an understanding girlfriend. I don’t want to be the one who accept everything as it is. I want to be rebellious, ridiculous and dancing around issues plaguing me instead of looking at the bright side of it. ("He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree." Perhaps the grass is still blue on my side. In the end, kena tinggal, pasrah nya saya)
I have been feeling a tad lonely; I cried too. We won’t speak of my current physical condition, except to say that it’s a slow and steady healing and adjusting process. My major research presentation is coming up; hopefully I’ll be attending with a clear noodle! Yosh~ And I've gained 7kg in 1.5 weeks. 
On Ears: First Time Ever I Saw Your Face - David Cook
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| Tuesday, 6-May-2008 06:41 |
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Que soy?
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I'm worried shitless. That's what I do best I guess (I'm a natural worrywart) I know for a reason caring too much has bad consequences. It comes to a point where you've worn yourself out and no matter how hard you try; it just doesn't come to you like it should. There's a certain level of lagging in between each sentence or action; as though the connection has failed or the circuit has snapped beyond repair. I try to reconnect but I am lost 
People says that it is important for you to find your inner self so you know even without all these connections, if one day you had to stand on your own; you will be able to survive because you know who exactly you are. yada yada yada, let's give it a shot shall we?
"Exploring myself, one rock at a time."
So, how are the rocks in your head today? Mine are clunking around up there. Well, it's hard to know who you really are when all your life you've been molded to be at certain way. And the real you are just dying to break free, but in the process sometimes you accidentally break the mold that you've become and you feel empty. Further emphasizing the factor to find yourself in that sense. I guess everyone would feel this way at some point in their life but certain people have always been adjunct to someone or something else that they do not know who they really are.
Spencer Park
my latest addiction
On Ears: Menjaga Hati - Yovie & Nuno
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| Saturday, 26-Apr-2008 02:50 |
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retorcido
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If there was a real purpose to dream and if you had dreams each time it would be a bit better. I don't dream nearly as often, even if I do, I very seldom remember the dreams. Five minutes after I have woken up whatever bits I did remember are drifting like mist through my brain cells. Thursday: I can't recall the details, but I knew it was beautiful, and I never wished to wake up from it. JANGAN "Kejutkan tidurku" (Anas, 2006)
Aside, I have become so sure of my beliefs, and what I believed will happen, and yet they are the things that I feel most fearful about sharing with others. I supposed it must be because they are the things I believed in most passionately about and thus I don't want anyone to not accept them or start telling me I'm wrong. And if they did it would may be hard for them to understand when I explain that I believed it simply because I know it to be true, and the fact that I believed it without any proof only makes me more firm in my faith. However, despite the fact that I am fearful of anybody not accepting me as the person who I believed what I do, these feelings are those which I would most like to share with other people. Just knowing that that one person has accepted me and what I believed in would be enough, and would make me eternally happy.
This is Kaikoura. Went there 2 days ago. Gosh the scenery was awesome, if only i have my camera with me. I took this one my the built-in cam from my cell.
On Ears: Sebelum Cahaya - Letto
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| Saturday, 19-Apr-2008 02:51 |
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El Canta
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Yeah2, i know he is not that good looking. True, but sweet smile though
The song of break up? But when I heard David Cook’s interpretation of “Always Be My Baby”, I just couldn’t help it. I loved the arrangement. What a COOK!! Way to go man! For me, it was more like the song of hope, pretty and haunting! This is by far the best since Chris Daughtry and he is taking the front-runner position from the other David. He has taken a lot of cheesy songs on the show and turned them into something I would listen to. I will definitely be buying his CD. He really shows his own style off every week.
As you know besides being an amazing performance it was also an emotional one. His brother, Adam who is battling brain cancer flew out to see his little brother sing on the Idol stage. Crap I cried along with David Cook on that one. It's such a moving moment and they are such an amazing family who is worthy of all good fortune and our prayers
Verdict? There is just something about a man who can sing that lights my fire (so to speak). He's hot and he can sing. Now, that's sexy! Huhu. Well, David Cook still came in second though. The ultimate winner and my all time favourite is still the one who interprets "You and Me" that gave goosebumps and butterflies in my stomach.
This is Bay of Peninsular. The focus here is the cute lil clouds there. 
On Ears: Always Be My Baby - David Cook
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| Saturday, 12-Apr-2008 08:23 |
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Familia
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aina
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amirul
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It’s on days like today when the weather is gray and cloudy and air is fraught with moisture so thick that you can feel it caress your skin that I dream of going home. When it's not quite cold, but far from warm and the sun looses the battle for the sky to the clouds.
So I’ve lived at least 5000 miles away from my family for the last 3 years. I have a very big longing to see the sunshine and feel warm again. I'm not sure what it is about this city that is stirring this all up inside me. Feelings are going around my head like a cyclone, spinning off ideas, situations and scenarios. It is all too much. I can’t wait for the eye of the cyclone to hit. Things will be calm, placid and serene.
Just got back in Chch after 8 days travelling around NZ, and now am home alone. My lovely flatmate, MUN went back to Malaysia, and so did ALIF, TENGKUK, BOB and ARA. Jealousnyerrrr. If only I have the money, I’ll definitely make my way home. I’ve been homesick for a number of weeks now and I can’t seem to shake it. Point is I just want to go home
This is my niece, Aina (14months). I really miss her and her brother, Amirul (26 months) super duper fluper much. I guess my homesickness is justified aye?
Also this is my first attempt using photoshop. Thanks to MUN for the online tutorial. MUN, cepatlah balik sini.
On Ears: Bila Aku Sudah Tiada - Hujan
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| Sunday, 30-Mar-2008 05:30 |
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A la vida
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You know when you think about someone and you want to call or txt them and you sit staring at your phone for like 30 minutes trying to decide what to send or if you should or not. I've been doing that lately. I just don’t want to be the disturbance when people are busy focusing on getting work done. But if they could not spare you the time, what makes you think they even think about you?
At this moment, I just awfully and miserably miss the company and the time when we talked. I thought there might be an email in my inbox, if not a ring after awhile. I thought it might occur to the mind to spend some speck of time for me. But, nothing. Nothing hurts more than realizing it meant everything to you, but you meant nothing when you turn the table. I should have known, since I am wayyyy out of league.
So, I am letting it rest. Not a long and greatly rewarding career as an aficionada but I don't want to overdo it and be a pest. Of course nobody made any promises so it is not hard to let go and look ahead. But try telling that to me. It is hard to say no to the one you think is the one. Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.
Well, it's not often that something or someone comes into your life that makes you seriously reconsider the things you want and need, or make you realize that what you thought you wanted is actually not the best thing for you at all. Our meeting may have only been brief, but it meant a lot to me, at least to me it does. Perhaps, it my case, the grass is still blue
Saturday, 8pm. The sunset faded and the lights went off. The temperatures were mild, in the high teens. The best part of being in Christchurch is that you were plunging the whole world in Earth Hour. Christchurch did not go blackout for an hour, but it seems dimmer last night. True, it did not make a dent in global emission but it engages people to become more energy efficient. Some might said, it is a little too late, but I don’t care. Even if what I did was just a drop in the ocean, I was extremely wound up by it. Sometimes in life, you need to follow your gut instinct and let life take a path that is beyond your recognition and not comprehending the benefits involved. So yup, yeay to Earth Hour 2008.
And also, those who didn't see last night match between Man Utd and Aston Villa, go to footytube and watch Ronaldo's goal. It was simply awesome. Glory glory Man Utd 
On Ears: Queen - OST Sassy Girl Choon Hyang
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| Thursday, 20-Mar-2008 08:34 |
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EARTH HOUR 2008
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PLEASE DO READ THIS!!
Here’s to life
EARTH HOUR is happening again this year but on a global scale. Basically all we need to do is to turn off lights and electrical appliances for one hour from 8 to 9 pm, March 29, 2008, to promote electricity conservation and thus lower carbon emissions. This is an opportunity for each one of us to take action, influence others and start a wave of change that alters the course of climate change.
You might ask what the point is of just switching off for a once-a-year event and that, it is what you do every day that counts and I would totally agree. However, I can’t help being inspired when people decide to put their heads together and demonstrate how they feel about an important issue. An event like this also shows that a positive message can spread far and wide and we all have the ability to effect change.
Last year event in Sydney reduces the city’s energy consumption by 10.2 percent for that hour, equivalent to taking 48,000 cars off the road for an hour. Awesome aye? Imagine the effect on a global scale!
Now, the momentum is building for Earth Hour—8 to 9 pm, March 29, 2008. So, sign up for Earth Hour 2008 SIGN UP Come on, let’s do our share. By flicking the switch, turning appliances off stand-by and enjoying an hour of quiet darkness.
This is Milford Sound, a long, narrow bay with steep sides, created in a valley, carved in a glacial period by a glacier moving from the top region of the mountains to the sea.
| Quote: | Re: Tucker: Funnily, you put the finger yourself on the correct counter-argument : awareness. Speaking for myself, Earth Hour does not make me think that I need to go right back to prehistoric ages to make a difference about global warming; just that the way I use energy can make a difference. You do know that last year’s event, only in Sydney, had the same effect as taking 48 000 cars off the road? That’s more than enough to make me think that using eco-energetic lightbulbs (13 watts instead of 60 watts) does make a difference. That’s a waterdrop in the ocean, but the ocean is made of waterdrops.
But there's nothing wrong about this collective effort. It teaches us the simple steps we can take in our everyday lives and helps us to make a difference together. For me, if we can achieve this as a nation, we can actually make a massive difference in the long run. The mutual step is always the hardest to take, but once we get moving, the momentum created by the hopes of the world will drive us to take giant leaps in the name of mankind. |
On Ears: White Love Story - Coffee Prince OST
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| Friday, 14-Mar-2008 23:08 |
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Feliz cumpleaños
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Candle time! Happy Birthday to me, though I must say I am not really looking forward to it. The celebration was fun, but certain events have put me back into this melancholy state and I hate it. I was hoping to be happy for the at least 24 hours, but alas, there’s no more milestones to celebrate and no more opportunities to have fun without worrying about something else.
Nonetheless hugs to all, especially my precious classmates for throwing me a party. I was pretty bummed out earlier but the sadness vanished a little when I walked in and saw you guys. As always, you guys rock!
Also, thank you so much to all of you who blew up my cell and e-mail with birthday love. It means more to me this year than ever to know so many people who really care. Some of you wait till midnight for these things? It’s nice. It would be nicer if I could get hold of you beb, and let you wish me as well. You know who you are. Well, not that it's matter since you won't be reading this afterall.
Big thanx to those who send me birthday card this year.. Huhu
Taken from Anas blog
“Semalam hari lahir saya. Maaf, anda terlambat mahu mengucapkan happy burfday kepada saya. Hahahahahahahhhahaa”
On Ears: One Day - Opshop
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| Sunday, 9-Mar-2008 07:51 |
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Suicidarse
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So life does seem to hit you all at once. Well not everything in life turns out the way you plan or even close to that. This month has been extremely horrendous. I have been struggling for the past weeks with what to do and how to feel about it all. I feel at a loss and empty inside. I never expected this dreadful drama to haunt me like this. How could one do this to me? I was caught off guard. I am horribly confused, though, as to why I have to endure gratuitous mistreatment from right now. Telling you the truth one small thought happens to cross my mind. To commit suicide, nauzubillah hi min zaliq. It starts as just a flicker in amongst your uncertainty, but then keeps blinking in the back of your mind. I really need to get this suicidal idea out of my system, if you actually consider consequences and feelings that might crop up afterwards. I know better. I wish all these could be erased and the pain will go away eventually. Please make all of these go away, please. All I wanted to do now is to go back to Malaysia, be with my family. I tried to relax, tried to hang out with friends, tried to be busy, tried my very best to ignore all these crap, but I failed. Perhaps I should prostrate more.
True Allah doesn't give you something that you can’t handle. It could have been worst. But I am not that strong afterall. Things are slipping out of my hands, and I do not know how far more I could hold up. I would love to have someone, even just one person, who knows what I feel and can at least sympathize, if not empathize, with it.
“Wahai Dzat yang Membalik-balikkan hati, tetapkanlah hatiku atas agamaMu” (Sahih, Riwayat al-Tirmizi, 2/20)
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| Monday, 3-Mar-2008 12:00 |
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Como niño
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I met Richard, when I went to get a warrant of fitness for my car. He showed me his PSP and challenged me to play this game called LocoRoco and it is unbelievably a weird game yet so cute and very addictive. It’s a puzzle game so to speak, you’re this big blobby like thing and you have to move your way through the world, yet there’s more to it than that, you’ve got to tilt the screen to move your little blob about or shake it to make them jump, and sometimes you’ll find yourself too big to fit through a gap so you break it up into smaller blobs. It’s very challenging and lots of fun I have to admit. The cute thing about it is that they sing this very strange song, but it’s cute at the same time. If you’re a lone blob he sings by himself but if you break your blob into multiple blobs they all sing as a group. I keep on using the word cute, since I am out of my vocabulary. Am I being childish? Huhu
This is Paihia, part of Bay of Islands. Love this place, since it is very peaceful, soothing and the beaches are still virgin. Credit to Ila as the photographer.
On Ears: Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
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